Demented
Forget what you’ve heard
if I said it I meant it
I’m beyond authentic
Second to none
it has begun.
Unlike a setting sun
I will never run.
I battle the pain of a soldier
I carry the weight of the world on my shoulder
my burden to bare
stained with despair and disarray
I will always say
I am
OK
This is me
So talk your shit
I don’t quit
judge and underestimate
that’s your loosing trait
I’ll leave you in a ditch
crying like a bitch
I must admit
I’ve conquered every fear
and lost everything I hold dear
from that my soul is seared
So let me be clear
I’ve never been beaten
undefeated.
I am the best
constantly facing every test
I must confess
I am the best
for
I am blessed
with this curse
beating within my chest
It’s
My strength
It’s
My weakness
It’s
Life’s test
and
I will never
regress
You can’t beat a man
that doesn’t stop
This is me
So
You want the throne
then Face me
the unknown
As a King I roam
and Hell is my home
I taught the devil how to dance
While you all pretend and prance
I live by chance
refusing to loose
Live your illusion
while I set the truth
I can never be undone
it’s begun
unlike a setting sun
I will never run
I fought the dragon
I fought the beast
I fought the darkness
inside of me…
It’s been caged and clawing
for release
dead set on attacking my humanity
I can’t let it free
So believe what you think
you perceive in me.
Disbelief
Illusions
misconceptions
thoughts so bleak
It makes no difference
to me
For
this is me